Not the
most attractive title for a blog, I know. But it succinctly captures the
reality of my recent experiences, which might be of some more general interest
or reflection.
I was
called out from my peaceful slumbers early one morning on Saturna Island by the
phone ringing at my bedside. It was a death in the family. Someone much too
young and with a still young family.
I took the
first ferry off island, and then onto a plane headed to the east coast. A doleful trip. Those of you who know
such loss and sorrow in your lives need no more details of the heavy, dull, yet
churning emotions en route ... or of the communal experience a family funeral
exacts.
Tired but
needing to distract myself en route, I turned to the airline movie selection
and chose Maudie. A biographical film about the Nova
Scotia artist, Maude Dawley Lewis, and set in the 1930s, it is directed by
Aisling Walsh and features fine performances by Sally Hawkins and Ethan
Hawke.
link to global news commentary |
Overtly
crippled by arthritis and
disparaged by family and small-town judgements, Maud lives and works as
house-cleaner for a poor, inarticulate, and rough fish peddler, Everett, in a
house that seems barely more than a shack. Hardly the scenario for art or
romance or some sort of success. And yet it is ... of a different sort.
The
improbable happens. Maud is affirmed in love and in art, the latter being
celebrated from locations as unlikely as Nixon's White House. It is no fable,
yet the story has a fable's simply constructed trials, wonder, and moral outlook. Where
better to find the truth of what one seeks or hopes for?
I
cried as I watched it, stuck in the middle seat of a plane full of people, my eyes spilled with rolling tears. I was too tired, too drawn out of my life, to care much about my public appearance at the moment. In any case, these were not sentimental tears, but ones that
seemed just: for the harsh realities of life. In this art-as-life movie, they
were for a woman so bent yet strong, so afflicted yet affirming, so simple,
direct, persistent, and brave in her art and in her life. Her circumstances
were harsh, her health impaired by multiple factors, and her resources so substantially
and financially constrained. Yet she endured and enriched, without triumph but with affirmation.
And, as
with empathy, in general, the feelings evoked in the movie expanded to my
immediate world. A world so
different than Maud's, so jam-packed with greed, excess, deliberate hypocrisy and self-serving righteous attitudes, where the political and personal get so regularly demeaned that they
become TV fodder displayed as info-tainment. Where art is so commodified and
artists so competitive that one questions where the "spirit" in inspiration went.
I sometimes despair of such a world, yet cherish the moments of what I'll call "Maud's world" for their simple pleasure and appreciation of the richness of life when it is lived and loved for its own sake and on its own terms. Hers seems a world that, when death comes knocking, isn't met with an "Is that all there is?" summary but with "I loved and was loved."
I sometimes despair of such a world, yet cherish the moments of what I'll call "Maud's world" for their simple pleasure and appreciation of the richness of life when it is lived and loved for its own sake and on its own terms. Hers seems a world that, when death comes knocking, isn't met with an "Is that all there is?" summary but with "I loved and was loved."
Maud Lewis outside her home, see global news link |
"Can
you teach me to paint?", a sophisticated woman asks. Maud smiles that
incandescent smile of hers, and quickly dismisses the woman's request,
chuckling a bit with her gaze turned upward. "Owh, you can't teach
that," she simply says.
Perhaps you
can't. That kind of art stems from the untutored and very personally experienced appreciation of life. Something so simple, so profound, it cannot be taught.
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Regards, Janet
Lovely, touching, and TRUE.
ReplyDeleteA kindred spirit. Thank youl
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